[03 May 2006|05:03pm] Leave your name and: 1. I'll respond with something random about you 2. I'll challenge you to try something 3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I'll tell you something I like about you 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours i'm only posting this for the same reason you are going to. 20. roll the credits- fan mail

[23 Apr 2006|12:01am] [ mood | exhausted ] i think i lost the hearing in my right ear. although i dare say dropsonic was not overrated. which is good. (although they were quite indulgent) i stressed out all day and did so bad on the practice AP test. that's life. i have to go work on my one man show at cookie's house tomorrow. 2. roll the credits- fan mail

stress [21 Apr 2006|10:46pm] [ mood | stressed ] i just don't wanna go anymore. 2. roll the credits- fan mail

[22 Jan 2006|12:13pm] [ mood | disappointed ] cried. 6. roll the credits- fan mail

conversation with sister [07 Jan 2006|12:04pm] "well jake was really more gay in the film" "you can't make heath ledger gayer than you can make jake gyllenhal... you just can't" fan mail

[20 Jun 2005|01:49pm] wow, i went back and read through some of my old entries on this thing. this year was CRAZY! i mean it was completely insane. ups and downs like crazy. looking back is erie. you should all read your own old entries. 3. roll the credits- fan mail

[20 Jun 2005|01:37pm] [ mood | happy ] well all of my friends seem to be trying to keep live journal alive. hmmmmmmmmm.............................. fan mail

[10 Apr 2005|10:09pm] [ music | magazine ] no one updates live journal anymore. 2. roll the credits- fan mail

[02 Apr 2005|12:12pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | rooney-blueside and modest mouse ] spring break, oh yes. it shall b so amazing. i will miss everyone so much, but if ur still in town, give me a call, we'll hang out. (lost my cell phone). anyway, life is amazing, b/c school is over for one super fun week. score. peace out. 2. roll the credits- fan mail

[27 Mar 2005|06:59pm] [ mood | grumpy ] [ music | alanis morisette- you outta know ] 1,404 words and going nowhere. i won't have a problem getting enough words, but the paper really kinda sucks. oh well. where did all that energy and optimism go? who knows, what ever. grrrrr ugggggg. why the hell do i keep writing about my history paper???? oh yeah, i'm procrastinating. well, i guess i should stop now. historians can suck it stay cool never do AP US history love ya ---c fan mail

[27 Mar 2005|01:01pm] [ music | the futurists/the surrender ] 922 words. i am so gonna finish this thing. oh yes. that's over a third. normally for me this is where i would be at about 9:30 the night b4 it's due. i've stopped procrastinating.......well, kinda. but this won't require an all-nighter. oh yes. suck on that bitches (who probably all have 2 or 3 times as much as me or are done, but i don't care, u cannot destroy my joy). well i'm off to keep writing. peace love and crappy history paper junk. ---cici P.S. the concert last night was a blast and starschmucks coffee w/ my ex-best friend, her sister, and her lover, along w/ walmart to buy lent is over gummy bears and cookie dough, so much extreme entertainment. P.P.S. matt dedicated a song to robin. 1. roll the credits- fan mail

[26 Mar 2005|04:49pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the mars volta- the widow ] 596 words. that's almost 1/4 of the paper. go me and my extreme optimism. i will finish. it will be kinda good. i will get an A in history this semester. now i have to go get ready to go see the mostly wonderfully amazing bands: the futurists and the surrender. oh yes. i can't wait. fan mail

[26 Mar 2005|02:48pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | weezer ] shit. i'm never going to finish this stupid paper. i only hav 224 words out of at least 2500! where the hell am i gonna get the other 2276+ words from. shit. someone save me. and i have to go to a concert tonight and i hav NHS induction on Monday and musical practice on tuesday. this means i have to get it pretty much done this weekend, except for mayb the conclusions and revisions. well, i guess i'll have a happy little easter sunday writing this stupid thing. shit. 2. roll the credits- fan mail

[19 Mar 2005|06:10pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | happy commercial music ] ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! liscense power!!! it doesn't matter that i freaked out and screwed up the test, b/c i got it anyway!!!! haha. i just got back from buying hana and lakendra's birthday presents at target and b&n at the avenue about an hour ago. and i drove myself. oh yeah. i saw coach camp @ the DMV. and one more thing, i got my liscense. um-kay. p.s. can't wait for las fiestas. fan mail

[16 Mar 2005|06:25pm] [ mood | sad ] i won't go into all the details of my life or emotions or whatever, but i just felt like sharing, so here goes it. i dunno, sometimes i just get this feeling, like i'm kinda lonely. i guess it comes from a few different sources, what those are doesn't really matter. it's just a sad kind of lonely feeling. i mean i guess i never thought i'd b saying this considering how happy i am and how my life is going well right now and how i have really great friends, but who knows. don't get me wrong, it's not like all the time or anything, it just kinda happens sometimes when i least expect it. i guess actually thinking about feeling lonely makes me sad. but to look on the bright side, at least i don't feel completely numb or depressed or anything worse. There's not really anything that anyone can do about it, so don't try and don't feel sry for me b/c there's really no point, i would feel bad if i knew u felt bad. peace, love, and.................. 2. roll the credits- fan mail

amazingness [13 Mar 2005|02:50am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | keane ] okay, so my first official real concert is going to be April 30, 2005. i got the tickets earlier today. it will b so amazing. jump little children. if ur going too let me know. it shall b amazing. i can't wait. i will get my liscense next weekend. hopefully. but then again who knows, wish me luck PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, cross ur fingers. and any wonderful advice would be greatly appreciated. peace, love and........................... 3. roll the credits- fan mail

exaggerated sigh [13 Mar 2005|02:00am] [ mood | okay ] [ music | keane ] okay, so i had the most amazing tim w/ lakendra and allie tonight @ the lovely marietta square. so anyway i was talking to amoore today about what our plans would b and i really wanted to go to the square b/c it was such a beautiful day outside. so then i talked to robin and she's like, well me and alix decided that we just want to stay in and rent a movie. she said that she was just tired and she didn't feel like going out. i was just like what the heck, this is the kind of amazing day that ppl dream of. she didn't seem to understand this is the sort of day that just makes u smile when u look outside and think, wow. i was so upset b/c they were going to ruin my perfect vision of a day. i didn't think that lakendra would b able to come, guillame had some huge project to work on and i've lost my cell phone so i didn't have anyone elses phone number to call and ask to hang out. and of course meggie had an all day softball tournament. and my sister was out of the casa. i felt like i was going to waste away a rarely beautiful day. ao then i called robin to get lakendra's phone # and when linda answered whe said that robin is out for a walk w/ alix and sara. and i was like WHAT THE HECK!!!!! she couldn't seem to make it out to come to the square w/ me even though she could tell that i really wanted to go (and i usually do try to compromise on where we hang out and what we do, but i just couldn't on this one) she couldn't seem to make it out of the house just this once to hang out w/ me, but it was no problem to go out and take a walk w/ them. even though she was tired. and she didn't understand the amazingness of this day. wow. that hurt. i guess i dont matter that much to her, or mayb the whole friendship idea was lost on her. it may sound like i'm just being dramatic, but i usually don't stay upset for an entire day about something, usually i move on and the fact that i haven't means something. so then later after i had found lak's # and made plans, robin calls and asks what the plans are. and i told her, except i was really pissy about it, b/c to be perfectly honest, i didn't really want to see her at this point. so then she was just like okay. so lak, allie and i went to the square and had an amazing time and i called robin just to kinda c what was goin on and i was like r u coming, and she was like no. and i was just like, that is one thing that i really dont like about robin, she just cant ever tell u what she really thinks. i mean i understand why she didn't want to come, but she could have just said, "i don't think i'm gonna come" when i first told her about it. only 6 words if u use contractions, but all she said was okay. i mean i'm really not robin bashing or anything, this is gonna sound awful, and i don't mean it in a mean way (but i figure anyone who has read thus far probably already knows this), don't get me wrong she's my friend and i love her, but she really has no backbone. sometimes (esp whe ur good friends w/some one) esp when ur r angry w/ them , u just have to tell them. i mean yes, sometimes i also won't tell ppl, but she NEVER will and often denies it when u ask her. a small part of the reason i got so pissed of is just b/c of a lot of little things that have annoyed lately me and i'v brushed them off or just made a sarcastic comment about them, i really do the whole passive agressive thing w/ certain ppl, especially if i feel like they wouldn't b able to just take the truth and not think that u hate them or something, realize that sometimes stuff just gets to u. 1. roll the credits- fan mail

VERY IMPORTANT [05 Feb 2005|10:16am] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | rooney ] last night was amazing. it was the most fun i've had in a while. okay, so it seems like everyone is talking about how their friends are fighting and being really bitchy, but i don't know. i see it go on w/ other ppl's friends and i'm just really glad that i don't have to deal with all that crap. i mean, me and my friends rarely have problems and the ones we do have can usually be resolved pretty quickly. don't get me wrong, we do hav little fights and stuff, but nothing like other ppl do. i guess what i'm trying to say, is that i'm really glad i have such great drama-free friends. i love all of my friends so much and i hope they all know how much i really appreciate them.amazing, drama free, and always there for me (wow, it rhymes). Peace(seriously), Love, and............. P.S. my advise to ppl that are having problems with their friends is to just talk to them personally and tell them how u feel and figure out whether or not u should really stay friends or not. trust me, i've tried the whole, ignore the problem and mayb it'll work itself out approach, but it never ends up the way u want it to. the longer u wait to talk to ur friends, the worse it'll get. oh, and don't take ppls crap. if they have a problem, they need to work it out instead of taking it out on you. P.P.S. one more thing *muy importante* let things go. if someone ever truely was ur friend, they deserve to b forgiven. fan mail

[02 Feb 2005|06:23pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | the sound of music (worst musical of all time) ] well then. i haven't updated in quite a while. i wonder why..... oh yeah, b/c all of my teachers have lost their minds. especially mrs hofecker. lame. school is lame. oh, and btw, Huck Finn is a REALLY long book. Peace, Love and........... oh P.S. something exciting and wonderful!!!!!!!! Friday is going to be so much fun. i can't wait. one more day. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 fan mail

[02 Jan 2005|09:10pm] [ mood | aggravated ] ummmmmmm..................... yeah. 2005 is the same as 2004. lame. i really really really cannot go back to school. i just refuse. i can't and i won't. so there. fan mail

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